elin

2010-01-01T21:36:00.001-08:00

HIHI.

Haven't been writing for a long time.
I had changed to another blog, which I write mostly in chinese now.

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/elinchow17

I feel more comfortable in writing chinese even thought i took longer time to type.

But...

I am improving! :D

So if you don't know how to read chinese, it's too bad.
Then you will not being able to know my secret.
lol
So that's it.
I don't think i will be blogging here anytime soon.
So i will just leave it 'dead'

2009-11-04T05:13:00.001-08:00

Well, it has been a long time since i wrote the last entry.
Yes, one of the reason is because that i am busy.
Another reason is that i am just too focused on writing the chinese entries in my new blog.
XDD

Anyway, the past few weeks remained mostly the same.
FYP is going to come to an end soon.
2 more weeks and i am out.
But I heard news that we might be attached to A*star to continue on this project.
WTF!
I hope nothing of this come true.
I am sick of it now, especially with the changing part.

Personal portfolio website done.
Well, not actually 100% done.
But almost 70% of it.

Check it out here:
http://elinchow.com/

:D

Sorry that it sucks.
I have been practicing lots of paintings nowadays.
And flash works from FYP.
Hope to improve and be better soon.
But i slack a bit sometimes playing warcraft III again.
Yes, again... After years...
XDD
But no choice.
I am addicted to it now.

2009-10-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

I created a chinese blog using "wretch''
''Wretch'' is a taiwan blog spot
But i like it very much

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/elinchow17
Here is the link
But there is nothing much in there
This blog will be used to write stories
My own stories in chinese and japanese
So from now on, i will not post any japanese writing anymore

2009-10-11T00:50:00.001-07:00

私は私が翼を持って望みます
それでも、風になって
あなたがいる場所に飛んで
あなたに叫び　「愛しています」

私たち一緒に過ごした時間は
甘い果てしない
私の心の中に深い深い傷ある
しかし、ずっと治りません

込み入った街に、　幸せを探し続けてる
あなたに触れた夜
永遠に忘れないよ
あなたに傍にいて
本当に幸せと思います

その夜、　あなたが私に短いメッセージを送る
「待ってください」
それはあなたが私に言う
時間が過ぎ去りました
今までも、あなたの言葉を思い出す
毎日、私はあなたに会うことを望みます
それにしても、わたしはまた待ちました
あなたを信じるから
でも、あなたは戻りませんでした。。。

あなたを憎む！
でも、今日、　私は手紙をもらいました
あんたから。。。
手紙は四年前に送られました。。。

I wish i have wings
Or that i can become wind
And fly to the place where you are now
Shout to you that [I love you]...

The time we spent together
Is never-ending sweet
In my heart, there is a deep deep wound
However, it won't heal forever...

In the crowded streets, I continue to search for happiness
I will never forget the night when i touched you
Be able to be on your side
I feel really happy

That night, you sent me a short message
[Please wait for me]
This is what you said to me
Time passed
Until now, I still remember your words
Everyday, i wish to see you
Even so, i still waited
Because i believe you
But... you didn't return...

I hate you!
But today, i received a letter..
From you...
Sent 4 years ago...

2009-10-10T00:08:00.000-07:00

その年、あなたはタクシー止めてた
去って、言葉を言わないでいて
雨の中に、私は泣きました
その私たち初めて会える日を思い出す
あなたが私に笑ってた
最初二人は知らない人
書きし始める二人愛の物語
わたしの記憶に、あなたはとても優しい人です
それは私が本当にあなたを愛する理由です
静か部屋に
ベツドに座ってた
写真の中にあなたの顔を見ます
その瞳も、鼻も、唇も
私の物じゃない
残っている記憶の中に、その太い声は
聞くことを望みます
私に話してください
今、お元気ですか？
丁度この時に、　胸がまた痛い
私が忘れましたと思います
でも、今日、私は巡り会えた
それらの停止涙再び目から流れる

That year, you stopped a taxi
And left without saying a word
In the rain, I cried...

Remember the day when we first met
You smiled at me
Initially the two strangers
Began to write down their love story
In my memory, you are a very gentle person
And that is why i love you so much...

In a quiet room
I sat down on a bed
And looked at your face in the photos
That eyes, nose and mouth
Are never mine
In my remained memory, that deep voice
I wish to hear it again...

Tell me...
How are you now?
At this moment, my heart hurts again...

I thought i have forgot
But... today, when i met you again
My stopped tears begin to flow down from my eyes again...

Recently, there are so many things that is enough to make me cry
The sad songs...
A touching paragraph...
A love story...
But I have pushed my tears all back into my eyes
Because... I hate to be seen crying...

I got my mid presentation on thursday
Well, i guess everything went well
I thought it will be better
But as usual, i will end up with disappointment

1 and a half month gone
Spent my life in the same routine everyday
10 days ago, we just entered the month of october
Suddenly, I felt scared and worried again...

3 more month, we will welcome a brand new year
Year of 2010
Will it be better than this year?
I don't know...
But what have i achieve so far?
There's nothing which tells me i am not wasting my time now

I know i am blessed
100 times more blessed than a lot of people
But why i just think it's not enough
I just feel so empty inside me...

Maybe it's just that i don't have a goal in my mind
But i just don't want to
Because none of them ever come true before.
Yes... I am a coward which is scared of failures
Because i went through too many of them...

But I hate losing too.
That is why i am still trying now.
Many times i wanted to give up
Feel like throwing away my passions and stubbornness
In the end, i still persisted
Because i wanted to win
Even for once...

Fyp has many unhappiness, but a lot to be remembered too
Just like this friday, the whole class has a big subway meal together
Although i don't really like subway
But it's fun to sit down in a huge group and enjoy a meal happily
It was a really good day
I hope every of my days will be filled with laughters...

2009-10-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

[Tohoshinki Secret code tour 2009 Tokyo Dome]

Spent most of my time yesterday and today downloading DBSK's secret tour concert 2009.
This year, they finally get the chance to perform in Tokyo Dome.
And this year tour seems better and more awesome than last year.
But the sad thing is i actually don't have time to watch them!!!
Aww... This is so irritating.
I guess i will watch them on Saturday when I am more free.

But the annoying thing is that i am missing 5 parts of the whole concert
Total 30 parts and 5 parts are missing!!!
Awww... Youtube, I HATE YOU!
I hope to get the documentary and backstage videos too
I don't think youtube has them.

This concert has make me fell in love in them again
This time, more deeper in love. XD
Songs which i dislike in the past
I like it now
All thanks to the concert
These charming boys have grown
Their voices had touched my heart even more
There are even times i feel like crying while watching some of the parts.

Also, I am beginning to download koda kumi's trick concert too
I guess it will need more time
I saw that a lot of parts are missing too

Finally, A-nation tour 2009 videos are out.
But again... parts are missing!!!

[Diary]

Apart from this, I have begin to write diary too
Don't know for what reason, i suddenly have this urge to keep a diary that is written entirely in chinese ><
No matter how much my english has improved, I am still more comfortable with chinese
Because it is my best subject and the only thing i am proud of
Actually i wanted to write my blog in chinese too
But I bet there will be many people who will not be able to understand
So I have to just drop the idea at the end.

Today, HPP came back
It was sudden.
I have not expect she will be back by this week
And she actually brought along some food to share with us
She didn't really say much about the project
I guess it's because she knows that the client actually like our works
Well, I will just do what i can
Presentation is this thursday
I am really nervous
I hope everything will go well
And no more changing and editing please...
I am just sick of it...

2009-10-03T00:05:00.000-07:00

A few days ago, I received 2 presents from 2 class mates who just came back from their trip to Tokyo, Japan.
One of it was a chocolate biscuit named [ 白い恋人] (shiroi koibito)
Really romantic name and delicious too!!!
If I have to the chance to visit Japan, i will make sure i buy a huge packet back

Another one was funny
Kit kat from Japan! XDD
I was wondering whether it will taste different from the ones here
But sadly, no.
Strange thing is my sister thought it taste different
And she claimed that maybe it has lesser calories. XD
But I doubt so because it is much more sweeter. D:

ありがとうございました
とても大好きですよ！
本当に美味しいがったです！！

Thank you very much I really like it It was really delicious!

Today I finally receive a reply mail from my korea penpal
I am really happy
I thought i am going to lose contact with her again
Anyway, she sent me this picture of songpeun (korean rice cake) she made for thanks giving day.
It is really beautiful although it might not really taste nice for me. XD

And have i mention before that she sent me a t-shirt and a pair of socks too during my birthday.
Although it's really big, but I still like it very much
It was a very heart warming present
:D

Finally, I have complete my moulin rouge drawing
Took me a month because of FYP
Full drawing will be uploaded in my DA account

The greatest thing you will ever learn to just to love
And love in return...

Okay, now let's say a little about FYP
The 5th week has ended
I have completed twice amount of works than the previous weeks
It's tiring but i feel a sense of satisfaction
Yesterday our client finally visited us to let us test out the game device
It was a fun session
The good thing is they actually like my art very much
It is the teachers who are always picking little flaws here and there
But the angry thing is they always came down last minute and make changes
It increased our work load and waste our time for nothing
Yesterday when i heard from ms lynette that HPP is coming back soon
My heart really drops to the bottom
How I wish she will never come back
But what can I do.
I can only pray that she will not bring more problems for us

2009-09-28T05:17:00.000-07:00

A year ago, I always think that blog is really stupid
Why on earth will people want to write about their daily life online?
Especially when there is no one who is willing to look at it
But now, i have a different opinion
Blog is not a place to write about your daily life
To me, it is an online diary where i can write down my feeling at a particular moment
It is a place for me to keep my memories

I always have lots of emotions in me
At every point of life, I have many different new understanding of life
Now i realised that it is not important whether there is someone who reads about the things you write
But most importantly, is the way you feel after you have them written down

Writing, to me is a very good way of expressing myself
Where I can complain and speak out loud
I have never been good with talking
Since young, this is one of my biggest flaw and weakness
But only in writing, I will be able to speak what's in mind

Well, I guess this is just a pointless post
I have to go and work on my portfolio demo reel
Will blog soon again :D

2009-09-27T03:49:00.000-07:00

Koda kumi [Alive/Physical thing] single is out
Well, I already had this a few weeks ago
This is not as good as her previous albums or singles
Her style had changed a bit here

I have been waiting for her [trick live tour 2009]

I saw some of the performances on youtube
Of course, i have them downloaded in high quality
But still, I wanted the DVD badly
Gonna burn a hole in my pocket again because it cost a lot
The thing is I don't know when it will be available in singapore
Have to check out in HMV

[Anation 2009]

Also not forgetting of japan A nation live this year
It has just came to an end a while ago
I have been waiting for the videos to be uploaded on net for long
Aww... please come out soon
I am getting a little impatient now

[J-wave]

I heard that Boa was back in Japan for J-wave event and A nation
I look forwards on seeing the videos as well
Boa had changed a lot
Frankly speaking, I don't really like her works after she went to america
Many told me that they wish she will be back in Japan and korea soon again.

Well, there are many new things to look out for
Too many that i can't say all of them
Maybe next post
Byes :D

2009-09-26T22:50:00.001-07:00

Well, thank to CW, i got a free ticket to F1 yesterday night
I have never expected that the ticket will be such a nice card
But... to me, i think it is a waste of money and resources

As expected, I don't think it is impressive at all
I simply don't understand why would people spend so much money to go for such event
Maybe it is just to gain 'face' in front of others

I could feel my heart beat increased at the start
But this feeling eventually dies away
I began to feel bored
I was yawning and there were more people leaving
I think they should have tv screen put out for the audience to report the results
Because i am one of the confused ones who don't know what was going on

The food and drinks are insanely expensive
Chicken wings for 10 dollars each!
That was RIDUCULOUS!
Are their chicken wings made of gold???

A small glass of cocktail cost 15 dollars each
It is not even enough for me
I rather buy a whole bottle for a more worthy price

The roads are confusing
I lost my way on my way home
I was walking in circles around the singapore flyer for 1 and 1/2 hours!
The map they gave me was not clear at all
So last night, I feel like going mad
There was a moment when I really regretted
I should not go because I was well known for losing my way everytime

I don't think singapore F1 race is a success
I think the concert were a disgrace
I just read from the newspaper this morning how disgraceful we were
I wonder will these asian top stars ever come to singapore again

2009-09-25T20:46:00.000-07:00

I am a sad human
walking around with a mask of smile
My true heart...
My true self...
Can i let people see them?

My heart bleed and it won't stop
Hurt will never go away
Trust...
How much is it worth to others?

Happiness comes and disappear in a blink of my eye
Sadness replaced and engulfed me
Left me pain and wounds that never heals
Laughter stops, tears drops
Continuing for a long time

Countless people whom i have met told me that I always look sad
My gaze are sorrowful
I find it hard to smile...
In fact, i just realise that i don't like smiling
I don't really know how to smile
How ridiculous

Maybe this is just the true me
Fake or real... I don't know

Everything so far has made me drained
If there is a chance, i would like to run away

The 4th weeks of FYP ends
I feel time is slipping away from me
Nothing much done with me spending most of the time reading manga
My 19th year of life feel like wasted

[Vampire Knight]

Currently the one I am reading nw
I love it a lot, except for the relationship part
It's sad to know that human relation can be so fragile

Penpaling has made me realise this fact more
I know well that friends made online will never last long
But still, i treated them sincerely like real friends
In the end, i still lost contact with them because they are busy
Not just one, but many
I lost count of it
But there are a few who stay
Gave me strength and made my day better

Kenneth
Thank you for being friends with me for almost 5 years
I hope we still have many years to come
I am really very happy to know you

Anyway, back to vampire knight
There are times I wish there are vampires in this world
I dream of becoming such creatures
Though they are being cursed and lusted for blood
But they gained eternal life and knowledges
Initially I thought Zero and Yuuki will be together
But in the end, they are not friends anymore because of some reason
What is love?
It don't worth anything when it breaks so easily

[The full metal alchemists]

I had finished the current 99 chapters in 3 days
Interesting and touching one
I admire the spirit that the Eleric brothers have
The never give up attitude
I wish i have it
But can i have it?

Success always fly away when i try to catch it
But I must admit that i am more blessed than a lot more people
Although my life is not as interesting as some
But I has tried to live to my fullest
It might not be prefect
It might not be without regret
But this is a life i have chosen to lead...

Long post
A week of not touching my laptop
I have words to say
Just treat that i have too much saliva. XD

2009-09-21T23:23:00.001-07:00

[Slam dunk]
I can't believe in only 3 days time, i would be able to finish the whole [slam dunk] manga
A total of 276 chapters!
This is my 3rd time reading this
But still, it made me feel really excited
I really love the story very much

[Photo blogs]

Here are some links of the few photography blogs that I really like
Although they are written in Japanese, but just ignore it
Look at the beautiful photos
They really catch your attention

1. http://snatchshot.exblog.jp/
2. http://finalimp.exblog.jp/
3. http://giggs011.exblog.jp/
4. http://blueimage.exblog.jp/
5. http://mizusui.exblog.jp/

Okay, this is all for the time being.
Simply too much to be listed...

2009-09-21T23:23:00.000-07:00

There are many things that i want
Things i dreamed for
But how many will come true
No one has the answer...

The true meaning of life
Differ for every individuals
Happiness will come only when you think is enough
Even if dreams are not be fulfilled
It makes life more complete

2009-09-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

Uncontrollable tears...
Unbearable heartache...
Never-ending loneliness...

I once thought that everything will turn for the better
But it never and this feeling does not go away
The feeling of emptiness...
The feeling of loneliness...

There are times when i sat there screaming
Yet my cries were never heard
Only silence replied my calls
I tried to be honest and brave
But times after times I failed again and again...

I fell down hard on the ground
Only with cold rain covering me
I searched frantically for a shelter
But I couldn't find one

Everytime when i pulled my courage to seek out my dreams again
I only ended with more disappointment.
Everytime when i feel excited with hopes
I only ended with the usual disappointment again ...

My heart is fragile
Made of thousands pieces of glass that break easily
How many times has i cried
I lost count...
And wishes are not heard
I just want to stay strong for as long as i can
A smile is what makes a day great
Such simple wish, i hope it will come true...

The 4th week of FYP approaches
Now things seem better without HPP being here
But i don't feel good either after i am being rude to her
This is my first time being so bad to a teacher
Well, maybe i can't bring myself to respect her
Times after times i told myself to stay cool
But my heart couldn't do it at all
It's hard to keep my anger down
I hate seeing her face with her usual fake sarcastic smile
There are already too many times when i chose to keep quiet and hide my anger and tears
But i only end up with more displeasure
I regretted one after another
Because the 'bullying' will not stop

I respect people
I chose to keep silent
I force myself to give a smile
I told myself to bear my anger
But only to the ones who know how to respect me
To the ones like her, my heart will never allow such acts
I'm sorry to the people who i am bad to
I do not mean it
I don't remember unhappy events as clearly as happy memories
What i kept in my heart, i will want to remember as long as i can...

2009-09-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

あなたを愛した時間は　私の最後の奇跡。。。

宇宙の見えない夜
怖く思う
私に話してください
今晩の空は星がありますか
失われた幸せは戻って来るでしょうか
白い雪に一人で　凝えそう夜でも
私はまだ信じている、まだ祈る
ある日あなたは私を許します
まだ待って、　あなたが戻って来る

The time which i am able to love you is my last miracle...

The universe night which i can't see
Make me feel scared
Tell me please
Is there any stars in the sky tonight?
Will the lost happiness come back?
I am along in the white snow
Even in this freezing night
I still belive, i still pray
That one day you will forgive me
Still waiting that you will come back...

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So far, FYP made me drained of energy
My parents had returned from Thailand yesterday with lots of presents.
But tomorrow i have to go school too.
3rd week now and progression is really slow.
I really hate HPP
She is the worst teacher i have ever met.
DAMN YOU!

Now my life is so pointless.
Stuck in school all day, staring at computer screen, wasting my time.
Coming home, bath, eat and sleep.
And this repeats from monday to friday.
I haven't expected my 19 year old life to be like this.

I apologize my absence for everything
I totally lost my mood, my passions.
I'm tired.
I just hope that everything ends soon.
And that all plans can being carried out as planned.

I afraid that this FYP and IAP will make me lost everything.
My friends, my life, my once optimistic attitude.
Especially with HPP here to ruin everything that i once think is great.
Even my passion for japanese, i have to slightly give it up sometimes.
Time is limited, time is lessen.
My energy is drained and i am be demoralized to turn back to what i used to be...

2009-09-11T22:16:00.001-07:00

私たち会えたそれ夜
本当に幸せ想う
あなたが私の手を取ってた,そして一緒に踊りました
何もかもが止まるように思われます
私の世界の中にあなただけを見ます
それで美しいです ...
それで優しいです...
あなたが私に笑ってた
常に甘くて、そして忘れられません
私はあなたに触れて,抱いて、キスすることを望みます
私はあなたを守ることを誓いました
あなたを幸せにして
でも、失敗する
あなたを失いました
永遠に...

その目の中涙、何ですか
幸せか？　
悲しみか？
後悔か？
同じく、私は知りません。。。

The night when we met
I feel really happy
You took my hand and we danced
Everything seems to stop
In my world, i see only you
So beautiful...
So gentle...
You smiled at me
Always sweet and unforgettable
I want to touch you, hold you and kiss you
I swore to protect you
Make you happy
But... i failed...
And i lost you
Forever...

The tears in my eyes
What is it?
Happiness?
Sadness?
Regret?
I do not know too...

2009-09-05T20:48:00.000-07:00

Aww... FYP has finally started.
And yes... IT'S HELL!!!!
I have to be in school from 9am to 6pm everyday working on some client project for A star company.
To be specified, I2R group, an infocom company for scientific research.
We are suppose to keep it confidential. So i can't say much here.

So far, it has been good.
I love my team mates! :D
We have a good time working along with DET members.

But wednesday is a bad day.
I will not eat minced meat noodles in school anymore.
Because of that, i vomited 5 times.
Wasted my 2 dollars.
All been flushed into the toilet bowl...

I managed to borrow Dynasty warrior 5 game disc from a class mate.
And i spent the weekend gaming on PS2.
It has been years since i touched PS2. lol
I played Prince of persia too.
But got fret up because i am stuck.
Aww...
Have to search for walk through noe. :D

2009-08-29T23:28:00.001-07:00

Yesterday i re-watched moulin rouge movie.
It was my second time watching this film.
I really love it very much.
Romantic, dazzling yet sad.
The music are great. Of course they are because it is a musical show.
I love the role of Nicole kidman.
Beautiful, sexy and mysterious.
To the man she love, she had given her all.
No regrets, no complains...

I almost cried while watching.
In fact, i did.
It's just that i hate letting others see...

The night when i first saw you, when our eyes met,
My heart froze and time seems to stop
Everything went blank and silent
I see you, high up in the air
Dazzling as diamonds, dancing among the roars of the crowds
You looked at me, caught my gaze
Hold my hand and smiled
Love... is a wonderful thing
Make me feel alive, make my heart beats
I wanna to touch you, feel you, kiss you and take you to wonders
I wanna to love you, love you, always and forever
Till the day even my life ends, you will forever occupies my heart
Please... please don't leave me
I can't survive with you
You are my everything
Without you, i am nothing
Warm me, embrace me, caress me as before
Promise that you will stay with me
Nothing can make us apart
Our hearts are connected
Our mind can be read
Our eyes speak a dozen words
I love you, I love you for eternity.
Love you...

LOL. Just something i wrote after watching the movie.
I wanted to translate this into Japanese.
But it will take some time.

Tomorrow FYP will begin.
Have to be in school 1t 9am for briefing.
Aww... my good times are finally gone.
Now i am back into hell...

2009-08-29T00:29:00.000-07:00

I really hate face book and blogger.
It keeps giving me problems.
Now i can't even post messages on wall in FB.
Awww....
And blogger going crazy again.

Or if anyone do not know, i have just set up a joint account in DA with one of my korea's penpal
It is called jeh-alliance.deviantart.com. :D

2009-08-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

OMG. I just saw Twilight: new moon trailer.

I think it is great and i am feeling very excited now.
Can't wait to watch it.
New moon is never my favorite in the twilight saga.
But the movie looks good.
I thought Jacob is ugly.
But he turned out to be quite charming. lol.
And nice body too. *blush*

2009-08-23T08:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday and today i went to the library 10th annual book sale.
Wow!!! It was awesome!!!
I bought over 50 books in total
Actually i didn't plan to go today too.
But since my dad is free, we decided to go down again today.
And in just 2 days and little cash, we have got ourselves books.
Today have much more books than yesterday.
More chinese books and english novels.
But lesser people. lol.

I didn't know that they are actually have IT and furniture sale there as well.
So we went.
The prices are not cheap at all.
That goes for the watson sale as well.
So we got nothing from them at the end.

Went to the biggest giant supermarket after that.
My dad went the wrong way again.
The third time today.
We went to changi airport 2 times and another the wrong way.
Giant is very nice and look like malaysia's one.
The carpark is awesome too.
Free of charge and somemore they have shelters for all the cars.
lol. Though tiring, it was a very fun day. :D

2009-08-20T21:47:00.001-07:00

Yesterday i watched the stars volunteer show on TV.
I was filled with all kind of emotions.
I really wanted to cry.
Not because they are born poor, but because of their attitude towards life.
I was deeply touched by their innocent heart...

Cambodia, a country where almost half the population live in poverty.
Yet, these people never gave up their hopes for life.
They work hard to live and thank all the people who helped them to get better.
Although poor, but they are honest.
They never complain and are easily satisfied.
They never blame anyone.
Just receiving a second hand clothes will make them smile all day!
I really want to give them a helping hand if i could
I love to go over and do voluntary work one day.
I wanted to sponsor a child if i have the money.
I will when i get to earn money on my own.

I may be small, but i hope my hands will give them a better life
Although weak and little, i love to see them smile
To the unfortunate, i could only wish them a better tomorrow.
If i have the power, i will try to change their life
I cherish my good life and thank it with all my heart
I shouldn't blame and work to live.
Be happy with what i have and live to my fullest
Do not waste
There are people in the world who are lacking of everything i have...

In their innocent eyes, i see hopes and dreams.
Though in poverty, but i can see happiness...

2009-08-18T09:58:00.001-07:00

Some photos taken at ToyCon 2009

Sketch done in 30 minutes. lol. Doesn't look good on human as compared to environment. XDD

2009-08-16T00:30:00.001-07:00

ずっと前から、いつも、何かを探している
私の心を暖める何か
今その物事を見付けた
それは愛...
美しい愛の物語...
あなたと会えた日、本当に嬉しく思う
私たち一緒に歩いた道
月が笑っています
悲しい旋律を歌う
自由。。。どこに見付けたか
子供の手の中に、翼を見付けた
あんたと世界で飛んでたい
星を見て、人々の声を聞きます
あなたは運命を信じますか？
側にいたい、それな私たちの運命と信じて
忘れないで、私たち過ごしてた時間を
顔を浸す冷たい雨
あなたの涙のようだ
泣かないで
私はここにあなたに勇気を与えている
強くしているください
あなたは永遠に遠方の土地で私が祈る

From long ago until now, i am searching for something
Something that warms my heart
Now, i have found that thing
that is love...
A beautiful love story
The day when i met with you, i feel very happy
The street which we walked together
The moon is smiling
singing a sorrowful melody
freedom... Where can i find it?
in the hands of the children, i found a wing
I want to fly with you in the world
see the stars and hear the voices of the people
Do you believe in fate?
I believe that been able to be on your side is our destiny
Don't forget, the time we spent together
The cold rain which soak your face
seems like your tears
don't cry
I am here to give your courage
Please be strong
i will pray for you in the faraway land forever

Yesterday went to singapore Toy,games and comics convention 2009 at suntec city.
Aww... it's a tiring day.
I feel that my leg was really going to break soon.
It's awesome but maybe because it's my first time going, i feel great.
But i must still say that singapore cosplayers are really not very nice.
I do not hate them, but i think we must pull up the standard here.
Some of them really scares me.

Art prints are expensive there.
And i can't believe child play scribble can be up for sale too.
But some are amazing.
I love imaginary friends, but all their prints cost 100 plus D:
I wanted to upload photos, but there's really something wrong with blogger.
So forget about it...

Facebook back to normal, and blogger is dead!!!
AWWW...
SUCKY INTERNET!!!

2009-08-11T05:43:00.000-07:00

Very tired today
Woke up 7 plus and MRT-ed down to sunshine plaza to print my stuffs.
I don't intended to go so early.
But my GLD team mates told me to meet at 3, so i decided to go so early
And at the end, none of them came.
Until 5.30pm, i was still hoping that they will turn up.

Suddenly i have this feeling that everything would not go well again.
I really hope that my feeling isn't right at all.
I really look forwards to the backpacking trip next year.
This is the first time in my life that i wanted something so badly.
But like cw says, don't worry too much.
Everything will be fine at the end. :D

1 more month to my birthday.
I really don't want to think of it.
I'm getting older!!! AWWWWW....
But the sad thing is i have to spend whole day in FYP room.
CW, don't forget. We have a date that day
Don't let me spend my birthday so pathetically. lolXDDDD

2009-08-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

どれくらい歩けば、めぐり逢う？满たされる？　優しくなれるだろう？
目の前で、不思議そうに微笑む　あなたに私は
実際いますか？
あなたが私のこと　サイコにしてくれるをありがとう
私に、　あなたは掛け替えのない
ずっとずっと　言いたくて　そばにいるよ
永遠に　大好きなあなたを見つめてたい
優しい春、眩しい夏、淋しい秋、寒い冬も、私のそばで眠ろうと、あなたは約束する。
９９滴こぼれた涙
最後の１滴で　開く心のドアがある
世界に奇跡が沢山あります
地図もないのに　めぐり会えた
それは愛と　そっと信じたい
今晩も大空を見上げ　月が照るすその場所へ
自由を探している
無邪気なままの　子供のような
いつも　どんな願いも　わかままも
聞いてくれたよね違う街で　
例え私たちは違う街で　生まれたとしても
違う日々を過ごした
けれどふいに　同じ歌を
ロずさむ奇跡をかさね　同じ夢を今は見る

How long do I have to walk to meet you?
To be satisfied?
To become gentle?
In front of my eyes, the unbelievably smiling you and me
Is it real?
Thanks for making me so great
To me, you are irreplaceable
I always wanted to tell you that i just wanted to be on your side
Forever, I want to look at you, the person I love most
Whether it is in the gentle spring, the dazzling summer, the lonely autumn or the cold winter, you promised that you will sleep by my side
99 drops of streaking tears
The last drop will open the door of my heart
There are a lot of miracles in this world
Even without a map, we had met
I silently believe that this is love
Tonight, i want to look at the vast sky, to the place where the moon shines
Searching for freedom
Just like a innocent child
No matter what i wanted or how selfish i am
You always listened
Even if we are born in a different ctiy
We walked through different times
But unknowingly, we have sang the same song
Because of these miracles, we see the same dream...

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I intended to go library today.
But... it's not OPENED today 0_o
Sianz....
So I slacked at home.
I felt really bored when i remember that i have to go sunshine plaza to print tomorrow.
But forget about it.
Just relax because semester is going to end soon.
I have already started preparing christmas presents for my friends.
You may think i'm crazy.
It's still so early now.
But i will be busy later on.
So... I have to start drawing now.
XDD
The 1st piece is halfway done.
Took about 2 weeks so far.
Because...

I'm...

sooo...

BUSY...

DAMN

SCHOOL!!!

2009-08-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday reformatted my laptop.
It was super laggy for the last few days
I believe it was being infected with viruses again...
Sigh~
That's why i slept very late last night.
But now, It was super fast and internet speed back to normal again.

Now i am in woodlands library, waiting for my project team members to arrive.
3 guys, all late!!!
I have been here since 12 because i was worried i will not able to get a powerplug
And now, it's already 1.35pm and no one has arrives yet
One of them even just got in a cab.
Awww. that's why i always hate group work.
But luckily, the internet speed here quite fast.
I can online and reply all my messages and mails
Blogger seems to be back in normal again
Maybe it's because of my viruses.
But can't be sure now.
The problem might come back since facebook is still not fix yet...

2009-08-05T21:52:00.000-07:00

Aww... Facebook is acting really weird now.
Can't see all the bars and it took forever to load a page.
I thought blogger should be okay by now
But still, it is actually funny too.
Html code tabs missing, texts editing and photo upload tabs missing.
Really irritating...
Did they hate me so much?

Luckily, i am not a facebook addict.lol
As long as hotmail works perfectly, i have no complaints.
Most of my overseas friends will send me mails either on DA or hotmail.
And these days, i have spent most of my online time replying tons of friends'mails
But i really love talking to them.
It's always nice to find someone who you didn't meet before but can still chat happily.

Tomorrow I will be having my last Japanese exams.
Aww... this semester is really hard.
well... no really hard.
It's just that i couldn't find the time to study.
Heavy workload, busy life.
But anyway, wish me luck :D

2009-08-05T05:58:00.000-07:00

如果你的生命只剩下最后的二十四小时
你会希望怎么度过呢?

If you have only 24 hours left to live,
how would you wish to live?

Recently, i began to do a lot of different art style.
I fell in love with photography and began researching a lot of different kind of art works which i think have more artistic value in them.
One of the artists i really like is Hokusai, a Japanese print master.

This is one of his most famous works entitled ''The great wave''
I was deeply attracted to this when i first saw this a few months ago.
Beautiful and mysterious.
Until now, i couldn't take my eyes off it.

I realised that if you start to accept new things, you will see a lot more of the world.
I have been living in my world for too long and now i want to try to open up and look more around me.
National education project had make me realised the beauty of nature.
Taught me to pay more attention to our environment.
I have learn a lot through all these little projects.

Also, I wish to try new style in drawing.
Although this is a sketch i did in pen, unlike the usual pencils.
But i realised if you know how to do it in the right way, it can look really nice too.
I love it a lot myself.
And was amazed that i could actually do something like this.

And of course, after days of torture and hard work, my visual effect assignment is finally done.
Game cover done.
I had really lost count how many hours i had really spent on it.
But luckily, it doesn't look bad at all. lol

2009-08-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

私が「絶対彼氏」を見つめた後、これは私の考えです
リイコのナイトへの手紙。。。
今あなたはどこですか？
天国にいますか？
どこまでも、わたしはあなたが永遠に私を守ってくれると信じます
私に、それはあなたに会えた奇跡です。
本当にとても嬉しく想う
何もかもをありがとう
私の側にいてくれてありがとう
一緒に笑い、一緒に泣いた
例えあなたを悲しませてしまったとしても
笑って許してくれた、　大人のこうに
今また雪が降ります
胸が痛みます
また泣いてごめなさい
あなたに私が微笑まなければいけないと言いました
何かあっても、私は微笑まなければいけない
あなたが大好きだから
またあなたと一緒に流れ星をみたい
あなたは私と一緒に見ることを約束しました
あなたは約束しました！
でも、いってしまった、　何も言わないで
あなたの側にいまいたい
またあって、あなたのだかれたい
でも、それは不可能なことを知っています
ご心配なく、私は強くなれる
ある日、もう一度、あなたにあえると信じます
あなたの所に行くでしょう
私を待ってくれてますよね？
愛しています、永遠に愛しています
さようならナイト、さようなら

This is my thoughts after watching "Absolute boyfriend"
A letter to Night by Riiko...
Where are you now?
Are you in heaven?
No matter where you are, I believe you will protect me forever.
To me, it is a miracle to meet you
I really feel very happy
Thanks for your everything
Thanks for being by my side
Laugh with me... Cry with me...
Even if i make you sad
You always smile and forgive me like an adult
It's snowing again now
My heart hurts
Sorry that i cry again
You said that i must smile
No matter what, i must smile
Because you love it
I want to watch the shooting stars again with you
You promised you will watch with me
You promised!
But you left, without a word
I want to be on your side
To see you again and be in your arms
But, i know this is not possible
Don't worry, i will be strong
One day, i believe i will see you once again
I will go to the place where you are now
Will you wait for me?
I love you... I love you forever...
Goodbye Night... Goodbye...

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Well, recently I got really busy.
Mainly because that semester is going to end.
I have to start preparing for christmas presents for my overseas friends too.
If not, i will have no time to do so when the next semester starts.
Art and design history has ended.
I am really happy that Ms Gail like my work a lot.
Frankly speaking, she is a really good teacher.
I heard that she cried after our art gallery that day.
She feel really proud of us and commented that that was the best gallery she had seen through all of years in teaching.
Although sometimes i feel she's scary, but she really motivate me a lot.
She had boosted my confidence and make me believe in myself.
That goes for a lot of my DA friends.
2 and a half years in Nanyang polytechnics
I may not have learn a lot from teachers
But because i have chosen art makes me know a lot of wonderful friends.
My life has changed a lot.
Now it's full of colors as compared to before.
I have become more out-spoken these days.
Maybe it's because i am slowly changing to an adult
I just feel that m responsibilities are getting heavier.
I have to be more independent.
And now, it's time for me to grow.

I really look forwards to everything i had planned to do next year.
Shanghai trip, university, more programs to learn new things...
I hope all will come true.
Everything will be a new journey for me.
Everything will be full of excitements...

2009-07-26T20:52:00.000-07:00

あなたが去った日
私にさようならを言わないでいて
今はお元気ですか？
私はまたあなたに会いたい
雨の中に
消えていく　あなたの顔
離れていく背中に
言葉をなくす
今すぐに　伝えたい
「ごめｈなさい」
あなたと聴いた曲、あなたの香りも癖も
あなたと見た空も、あなたと步いた道も
本当に嬉しく想う
でも、あなたを悲しませてしまった
あの日の涙をごめんなさい
許してください
会いたいよ、会いたあなたに
今までも、忘れられない
どこまでも、忘れない樣にする、私はここにいるよ
負けないで、逃げないで、もう泣かないで
目を閉じる、ただ祈る
明日は明日の風が吹く
もしあなたに一つだけ願い叶うとしたら
今あなたは何を願いますか？
もし私に一つだけ願い叶うとしたら
ふたりの物語を永遠に忘れないと願う

The day when you left
I never say goodbye
How are you now?
I wish to see you again
In the rain,
Your face disappears
As I watched your back gets further away
I lose my voice
Right now, i want to tell you
"I'm sorry"
The songs we listened together, your smells and habits,
The sky we watched together and the streets we walked through
Really makes me feel very happy
But i make you sad
Sorry for the tears that day
Please forgive me
I want to see you, I want to see you again
Until now, I can't forget
Wherever you go, remember, I will be here
Don't give up, don't run away, don't cry again
Close your eyes and just pray
Tomorrow will be another day
If only one wish can come true for you
What would you wish for now?
If only one wish could true for me
I would wish that our story will not be forgotten...

Recently, I bought a lot of discs and watched a lot of movies. Some I have re-watched while others are my first time watching

Fantastic 4
Transformers ( First time watching. This is awesome!)
Ice age 2 (sobs... I didn't get to watch ice age 3)
Harry potter box of 5 (HP 6 is awesomeee!!!)
Bolt (3rd time watching)
Kungfu panda (2nd time watching)

Alien vs predator requiem (Just bought. Haven't watched. OMG!!! I love aliens!)

2009-07-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

There are a lot of things i wanted in life...
Dreams that are hard to fulfill...
What is the meaning of life?
Why are we born to this world?
To suffer or to add in colors to the surroundings?
Everyday we work hard to survive
But we had missed a lot of wonderful things
Age is catching up and in a blink of your eyes, years passed without you realising
I had walked so far, but what have i achieve?
What does happiness means?
Is enough really enough?

2009-07-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

I watched harry potter on sat.
And i would say i really like.
I know there's a lot of people who thinks this movie sucks.
But i still like it.
Not the special effects, but the humor in it.
Funny and relaxing, yet dark and cool.
Always make me laugh and fear.
But the irritating part was there's a couple kissing behind my seats in the cinema before the movie started.
Two teenagers no older than 16 i guess.
And they treated everyone as invisible.
What is the world becoming?
Although technology advanced, people are losing the basic virtues they should have.
You might call me old fashioned, but i don't feel i am.
Because this is the most basic courtesy humans should have.

2009-07-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

私はいつもの駅にいる。
今日も雨、また胸が痛む。
でもたとえ雨が降ったとしても
忘れないで。いつもここにいるよ。
笑いあった場所へ向かう。
舞い降りた天使に導かれて。
もし時間を元に戻せるのなら
私はあなたに伝えたい。
“愛しています”
南風吹く場所、夏は永遠に終わらない
私はまたあなたの暖かいを探している。
明日も朝後日も
ずっとあなたと一緒にいたい。
手を放さないで。
あなただけを信じている。
青い空を見ます。
自由だけを抱きしめて。
太陽に向かって手を伸ばし
“夏は永遠に笑ってる”
と強く思っています。

I am on the usual station
It’s raining today again. My heart hurts again
Even if the rain decorates the sky
Don’t forget me. I will always be here
I head towards the place when we laugh together
An angel descends and lead the way
If time can turn back
I want to tell you
“I love you”
The place where the south wind blows, summer will never ends)
Once again, I search for your warmth
Tomorrow and the day after
Forever I want to be with you
Please don’t let go of my hand
You are the only one I believe
I look at the blue sky
With only freedom holding me
I reach out my hand towards the sun
Thinking strongly in my heart
“summer is always smiling

2009-07-13T00:26:00.000-07:00

I was sick yesterday.
Got diarrhea, fever and muscle aches .
Actually i didn't know i am sick until my mum asked me to check my temperature.
I went out with my dad to take photos in the afternoon and only felt sick around 10pm.
My mum was worried whether i have got H1N1.
But luckily, it turned out to be a cold.
So today, i am resting at home.
My mum asked me whether i would like to see a doctor.
But i refused because the doctor only know how to give you antibiotics.
I really hate that.
I felt like vomiting every time when i eat that.

About yesterday's trip, we went to vegetable farms, fish farms and yio chu kang beach.
Took about 90 photos.

2009-07-10T21:10:00.000-07:00

:D

Yays!!! I passed again!!!
I passed my advanced driving theory test.
Now i can take my practical lessons.
But you know what.
It is DAMN expensive!
75 dollars per 2 hours lessons.
That's crazy.
My dad said that maybe we can go and compare the prices with the private instructor first before enrolling into the school.

I got a very good result for Japanese too.
B+.
I never expect i can get B+
I thought i did it badly.
:D:D

2009-07-08T02:21:00.000-07:00

Life can be simple and happy at the same time.
It is not money that can buy
Who says that wealth will make people happy
But you might say poor will make us suffer
Be in the middle of both will not make us satisfied
Humans are greedy
But not all of them
Some of them are happy if you just give them a piece of bread
A place to sleep
Fresh water to drink
But some are not
They only grumble about how bad their life is
Sometimes, i think we should learn from animals
They might be small and stupid, but they are working hard to survive everyday
Yes, that's what we should be like.
At least try to be like...

2009-07-07T00:41:00.000-07:00

也许时间无法停留, 但请你永远别离去...
我会用生命去守护我最重要的东西
虽然此刻我并不知道是什么
但我相信有一天我会找到的

Perhaps time will never be stop, but please don't leave me
I will use my life to protect my most precious possession
I don't know what it is now
But i believe i will find it one day

Today i went to esplanade after my class
Well, i intend to take photos there.
Lots of photos...
But in the end, my camera is out of battery.
Grr... I really hate my lousy camera.
Waste my time.
But it's really very relaxing to sit along the singapore river.
I love it very much.
Maybe the esplanade is not a bad place too
Very nice smell and aircon. :D

Today is 7th July, the festival of Tanabata (七夕), which means the night of sevens.
May all lovers be reunited and be happy forever.

2009-07-05T23:30:00.000-07:00

These days it rains a lot.
But... I really like this kind of weather
Very cooling and peaceful
I don't feel i am living in singapore when we have this kind of weather.

Sometimes... I just have to say that lizards are very stupid creatures.
My sister accidentally stepped on a house lizard yesterday night
I feel very sad for it because i think it is very cruel
It had lost a lot of blood.
Somemore my sister was screaming and complaining how sticky her feet was.
R.I.P

Dogs...
I never expect we would be able to see wild dogs in nature reserve.
It's very shocking!
But they are very cute :D

2009-07-05T00:31:00.000-07:00

流星就像斷了的線消失在人海裡面
我的眼也終於失去了你的臉
再等一會奢望流星會再一次的出現
願如果真的可以實現
愛能不能永遠不变
明天或許來不及變
但曾經走過的昨天会一直流在我心中
回忆不会消逝不见
你的笑容将化为我活下去的勇气
让我们期待更美好的明天吧!

Shooting stars are just like broken threads, disappearing in the crowds
In my eyes, your face has finally disappear too
Please wait for a while more
Let's pray foolishly that shooting stars will appear once again
Our wishes... If they can be fulfilled...
I wish that love will not changed forever
Maybe changes could not take place by tomorrow
But yesterday will always remains in my heart
Memories will not be gone
Your smile will become my courage to live
Let's hope for a better tomorrow

Just received mail from ms pat
National education proposal approved
And she said she likes my idea very much.
I hope i can finish it soon
I feel really excited about this project:D

2009-07-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

ずっと前から、美しい夢を思い描いてきた
ずっとずっと忘れない
でも。。。シンデレラは本の世界
現実は現実です
長い夜は怖い
どれだけ涙をながせば強くなれるんだろうか
明日は違う日だけれど、私は夢を忘れない。

Long long time until now, what i wish for is a beautiful dream
Forever i will not forget
But, Cinderella only exist in the world of book
Reality is reality
The long night make me feel scared
How many tears do i have to shed in order to become more brave
Tomorrow will be different
Even so, i will not forget our dreams

Today was a tiring day for me.
But a very different day.
I have discover another side of singapore than its usual boring face.
This is more interesting and full of surprises.
I went to kranji and sungei buloh nature wetland reserve today.
Actually this is done for my national education module.
Of course, i have taken tons of photos:D

2009-07-01T21:11:00.001-07:00

Random shots. XD

Intially i thought that it's too dark to see anything in this photo.
But... it turned out that my camera capture the scene really well.
Silent darkness where everything is peaceful.
Taken yesterday night around 1am.

2009-07-01T00:25:00.000-07:00

More clarke quay and other photos.

Don't know for what reason, I am in love with photography lately
But i don't really have a good camera.
My current one is only 5 mega pixies. :((
But photos always look nicer after it got edited in photoshop
Adjusting the color balance really works. :D
And it's until now i realised that malaysia actually have lots of interesting places to take photos.
:D

I spent my whole yesterday just to code 1 page for portfolio website
And in the end, the whole thing is so messed up and i have to redo again
So today, i re-coded and finally i got what i want. XDD
Perseverance is always the key to success:D

2009-06-29T22:17:00.000-07:00

I was cleaning up my thumb drive today and i saw the bunch of photos i took at Clarke quay earlier on.
I wanted to post it here earlier but i always forgot about it.
So i will post a few of my favorites now.

2009-06-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

おとぎ話はおとぎ話でしか
暗い部屋の中に
消えてく子供の声
悲しまないで
もう泣かないで
星と月は永遠に守るしますだから
世界は大きいです
私は孤独ではありません
もしあなたは信じている
明日今日より良い日でしょう

Fairytales are fairytales
In a dark room
The voices of children disappear
Don't be sad
Don't cry again
Because the star and the moon will protect you forever
The world is big
I'm not lonely
Because if you believe
Tomorrow will be a better day than today

Today i did coding for my website design for portfolio
Well,,, managed to finish 3 pages
You might be thinking why am i rushing
That is because i thought we are supposed to get it online by August
But it turned out that the deadline is actually in November!
Sigh 0_O
But nevermind. It's better to get it done early.
So I went to try doing my 3d
But... i got fret up with it again
I really hate 3d!!!
I really can't do it no matter how hard i try!
GRRR....
I swear i will never touch 3d again after i graduate.
Because the moment i see it, i will get a real headache!

You might ask me why am i writing Japanese so much these days
Because... I want to boast about my japanese
lol. Just kidding...
I am actually learning them by myself now
The school is not teaching kanji at all
I really have to work hard to learn them
So it is so diffcult!!!

日本語は本当に難しいです! >< (Japanese is really hard)

2009-06-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

Currently watching this.
It's very very funny.
My sister got addicted with it.
That's why we finished 4 episodes in a day!!!
That was really fast. :0

Yesterday, i received a mail from a friend from USA
She had informed that she had uploaded photos of countries she visited on the net
They are really beautiful places, especially the rivers, mountains and castles.
And she's still on tour with her family now which will last for a month!
I was thinking since it's so pretty, i should at least share it here too.

Switzerland

Austria

I swear one day i will have my foot print left all over these beautiful countries as well
I will set foot on them and realize my dream of touring the world
I will meet amazing people and make every part of my life colourful.

2009-06-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

星占い Horosope

水がめ座 Aquarius
魚座 Pisces
乙女座 Virgo
天びん座 Libra
牡牛座 Taurus
かに座 Cancer
射手座 Sagittarius
山羊座 Capricorn
双子座 Gemini
牡羊座 Aries
しし座 Leo
さそり座 Scorpio
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Yesterday, we went to this Thai restaurant to have our dinner.
Actually... it's not a restaurant
It is a stall located around Yishun food court
But the food was not bad
We ordered 2 plates of pineapple rice
I especially like the fried sotong.
I really hate eating sotong, but that was very good.
I ate almost half plate of it
And also the sour pork.
Very delicious too
Overall, it was cheap too
60 dollars for 6 people.:D
Actually it's 62 dollars
But we got discount
My mum was saying ''wow, so good arh, got discount some more...'''
XDD

Afterwards, we went to the fortune god temple in sembawang area.
And I got a bad 'lot'
D:
But never mind, forget about it.

Just checked school email.
Got good news!!!
School is reopening 1 week late!
But we have to do home based learning. D:
Still, it is a good thing.

OMG!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!!
MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD on 25th June
Died from cardiac arrest
That was very shocking!
RIP

2009-06-24T01:40:00.000-07:00

もし流れ星が私の夢をかなえてくれるのなら
毎晩夜空を探します。
私は時間が止まりますを望みます
私が愛する人々は永久に私の側にいます
それは可能ですか？

If wishing to the shooting star my dreams will come true
I will search for the stars every night
I wish time will stop
The people i love be on my side forever
Is it possible?

2009-06-22T01:47:00.000-07:00

私は家族を心から愛しています
父は強い男性です
母は優しい女性です
彼ららがしばしば争うけれども、私は大変まだ彼らを愛し

ます
私の貴重な人から
愛してる

I love my family very much
My father is a strong man
My mother is a gentle woman
although they often quarrel, i still love them very much
Because they are my most precious people
I love you all

2009-06-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

It's done and now it's ready to be mailed to my friend from London.

Alexandra, たんじょうび　おめでとうございます！！！
( HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!)

But this is going to arrive late because her birthday is tomorrow.
Aww... I should get this done earlier.
I really hope that this drawing will not be damaged before it gets to her.
Best wishes from elin....

2009-06-18T23:01:00.000-07:00

けんじさん、ありがとうございました
(Kenji san, thank you very much )

The package has finally arrived today.
I was shocked to see it when my dad opened the mail box today!
One of my friend from Japan recommended me a book a few weeks ago.
But i told him that i am too poor to buy and can't buy because it required the use of credit card
He told me not to worry and promised to buy me the book and mail it to me.
And he did!!! :D
He addressed me me as ''miss elin chow''
LOL.
That is kind of funny. XDD

I didn't expect he will actually do this because i just know him for barely a month!
He came to chat with me on the facebook when he knows that i am very interested in Japan and Japanese language.
Anyway, i really thank him for doing this.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FRIEND!!! XDD

Ps: I know my phone camera sucks, but i got no money to buy myself a new camera.
The one my dad bought always break down after my sisters used them.

Today the technician finally came to help us install our new mio internet plan modem
Wow, this is super cool and nice. :D
And yes, my internet speed is faster now. XDD

2009-06-17T00:34:00.000-07:00

消えてく　子供の声。。。
夕月夜　顔だす。。。
靴の音。。。
花の香り。。。
このきれい空に。。。
雨が降れます。。。

The voices of children disappeared...
The moon shows it's face in the evening...
The sound of shoes...
The smell of flowers...
In this beautiful sky...
It started to rain...

2009-06-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

今日は風が強いです。。。
今音楽が聞きます。。。
日本のともだちメールが送ります。。。
日本は本当にとてもいいところです。。。
雪が好きです
春はさくらがいます。。。

Today it's windy...
Now i am listening music
And also sending email to my Japanese friend
Japan is a really nice place
I really like snow
There are sakura flowers during spring too.

2009-06-14T22:40:00.000-07:00

私は永遠に同じ幸せを見ることを望みます。。。

私は花火と花の香りが好きです。。。
私は試みれば私が強くていいことを信じる。。。
このような美しい空。。。
私は流れ星を見ることを望みます。。。

I wish i can look at the same happiness forever...

I really like fireworks and the smell of flowers...
I believe that i may be strong if i try...
Such beautiful sky...
I wish i can see shooting stars...

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I wonder why there are so many cockroach these days.
I really hate them. especially those could fly.
XP
I have already killed two of the flying ones a few days ago.
And today, we got another...
But luckily it didn't know how to fly.
Now i feel that there are a lot of insects crawling over my whole body.
I am really scared of these little brown creatures...
But no choice.
I have to kill them before they get more and more.
I think in no time, i will be a very professional cockroach killer expert. 0_O

2009-06-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

泣かないよ昔と見たきれいな空だったから
いしょに笑い。。。いしょに聴いた曲
私は事が永久に同じであることを望む。。。
あなたに出会えて本当に嬉しく想う
私の貴重な友人。。。
ありがごうございました。。。

I won't cry because the skies will always be beautiful as the time i saw them you
We laugh together...
We listen to the music together...
I wish things will be the same forever.
I am really very happy to meet you
My precious friend...
Thank you very much.

2009-06-13T04:43:00.000-07:00

I PASSED!!!

So what did i passed.
Dang dang dang dang.....
My basic driving theory exam!!!

But... don't be so happy yet.
There is still advanced theory exam to be passed.
And... it's on the July 9th.
AWWW.... Have to study hard!!!

2009-06-10T22:38:00.000-07:00

Watching this at the moment.
It's so funny.
And somehow it has the same feel as slam dunk.
I really like this show very much.
Not because of the 3 hot guys in there.
It's because that i love all shows with basketball as the main subject.
The guys isn't hot at all.
I never like any of them.
Well, not dislike also.
It's just that i'm not their fans. XDD

Jie xin in bad mood today because she screwed up her Japanese oral test :"(

2009-06-06T02:27:00.001-07:00

Holidays are coming soon!!!
WHEE!!!
I have already planned what to do for this 2 weeks.
Since this will be my last break, i will use all this time to slack. lol
And go crazy and mad. XDD

I know there are people going to USA for attachments.
Hui sian to LA on Tues.
Good luck and have a smooth journey.
I will miss you a lot.
Be back soon and come and visit me.
I should be in FYPJ at that time. XDDD

2009-06-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

Recently i am back with watching hana yori dango again.
The original Japanese version for ''boys over flower''
Actually i watched season 1 a year ago.
But i didn't get to watch season 2 then because they are in the middle of shooting
And now, i am back with it and got addicted as well.
Much more different than the korean one, but quite similar to the taiwan version
But i have to really say, it is better than taiwan one.
Although it is not as funny as the korean version, but a lot of parts are exaggerated
Sometimes you just don't believe what you see.
I guess that's why it feels more luxurious than others.

And yesterday, I managed to watch night at the museum.
well, it's funny but not really what i have expected.
I haven't watched part 1 before, but cw said it is much more better.
I guess it is because i was laughing through the show.
And more movies coming up soon.
I wonder if i got the time to watch them all.

2009-05-26T05:51:00.001-07:00

I don't really feel like i am studying currently although school has reopened for 6 weeks.
Sigh~ I feel so slack yet i can finish with all my assignments long before deadline.
And the thing is i did them well.
Well... That's what i think lah. XDD
And one of the reason is i still have time to read manga and watch animes!!!
Yes, i have been watching DN angel, borrowed from Adeline.
Finally i get to watch it.
Well, it's not bad.
No wonder it's so famous. :D

And of course, i finally got the time to read bleach.
But no anime to borrow.
Don't ask me watch online because i hate loading time.
But it's damn nice.
I really love bleach!
IT ROCKS!!!

And I went to clarke quay on last saturday.
Don't say that i am so free
It's just that we have to take photos for games level design homework
It took me only 5 mins to get it done. XD
And the rest of my time is spent in coffee house drinking coffee with cw. lol.
I really like the coffee there although it's not cheap at all.
And cw was so excited that she managed to buy a novel with 40% off from kinokuniya .

2009-05-16T04:08:00.000-07:00

I felt so pissed off today!
I went to bugis bras basah today to reprint my minor project.
I visited this shop named ''BBC Image'' located on the 1st floor near the road
I was explaining how i wanted the things to be printed and keep saying that i wanted it to be made into a book.
So there is a need that i need to fold them
I mention about cutting off the white border a lot of times too and they said okay okay.
So I paid and went back to collect after 30 minutes.
And when i got my things, one of them is printed wrongly.
When i folded them into half, it is upside down.
So I argue with them.
And they said that it is MY fault
They said that i didn't tell them i am making it into a book and that it should be printed upside down on the other side.
I actually said that i needed binding and make it into a book for times
And they blamed me for not telling them to print upside down
WHAT THE HELL!!!
I didn't say but they didn't ask.
They were not listening to me.
I was talking to them and they are just doing their own things at that time.
I am not in the printing industry and so how would i know.
I printed it for 2 times already and so far, i didn't have any problem at all.
And when i asked them why they didn't help me to cut off the white border, they said they actually told me that they don't have that service!!!
I ASKED THEM ABOUT THAT AND THEY SAID OKAY OKAY!!!!!
ARE THEY KIDDING ME!!!
So my friend argue and demand that they should compensate us.
Just treat it as both of us in fault.
But they INSISTED IT IS OUR FAULT!!!
DON"T KEEP SAYING IT'S THEIR MISTAKE!!!
They said that they already gave me 50% discount.
Originally a A4 size color print will cost 2 dollars and 2 sided will cost 4 dollars
WHAT THE HELL!!!
ARE their paper made of GOLD????
Don't even dream of them compensating me at all!!!
We spoke nicely to them and in the end, they said that WE ARE UNREASONABLE.
And they told us not to compare them with other printing shop
They print things whatever way they like
This is their freedom.
If we don't like, we can don't visit their shop at all!!!
If we are still unhappy, we could either go to the police or complain them.
They didn't care at all.
WTF!!!
What kind of customer service is this!!!
DIDN'T THE HEAR BEFORE THAT CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT.
All they need to do is to say sorry and it is their mistake.
I wouldn't be so angry then
And you know what?
They are so arrogant.
They don't even look at me when i talk to them!
How great they are!
SO IT'S MY WARNING FOR EVERYONE.
DON'T VISIT THIS SHOP
RUDE STAFFS
BAD CUSTOMER SERVICE
LOUSY ATTITUDE
REMEMBER IT's CALLED

BBC IMAGE

DON'T VISIT!!!

Forget about this
I went to buy portable hard disk today
300 GB for 125 dollars
It's quite okay.
Not too expensive
And the popular at bras basah have 25% off sale today because it's their 85th anniversary.
Managed to buy a few new books.
Haha. It's quite worth it anyway. :D

2009-05-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

I just got this God of war2 art book not long ago.
I bought it really cheap at 9 dollars only at the amk central.
This was really really cheap, especially for a hard cover one like this.
XDD

I going to visit there again sometime soon.
And i am going to clear the whole of their stores.

Recently, I bought a lot of novels.
One of them are Ronald Dahl's books.
I want a whole collection of them.
But... I got no money. T_T
I also want the tale of the beedle bard by JK rowling.
I think I got to save up some money to get those.

2009-05-04T02:31:00.000-07:00

Finally I got this.
Koda kumi live tour 2007
It's damn expensive!!!
40 plus for 2 DVDs
I have been struggling whether to buy it or not.
But at the end, I still got it.
Now no money le.

:'(

But still... I am getting this too.
Because, they got their T concert inside. XDD
I think i will buy this somewhere this week too.

But one thing... I also want this...
Koda kumi kingdom live tour 2008
I got all these downloaded, but still, i want the disc badly!!!
It's sooooo expensive also.
D:

And the irritating thing is... BoA had released her USA album too.
But luckily, it's not the one I wanted.
I wanted that one which got 2 DVDs in it.
But this only have one with all her Japanese mvs.
No need to spend more money on this. :D

Ms Gail insisted that we have to go to art gallery by this week and do her a report.
Awww....
I hate art gallery!!!
But sadly, it is not for us to choose.
Tomorrow, maybe will be going to one at bencoolen there.
Have to wait until Adeline and Renee to confirm with me.
I really don't have the mood to visit one.
Sigh~

Art and design history is really really boring.
I hope it will not get more boring...

2009-05-02T00:20:00.000-07:00

Visual audio effect for games assignment 1 concept landscape.
Whoo~ Its finally done!!!
Textures and references used

2009-04-28T02:16:00.000-07:00

Today I waited 5 hours in school for nothing!!!
Waste my time only.
I didn't know that audio visual effect was canceled.
And I was the only one who went to the class like a fool.
But luckily i went.
We have to submit our drafts to soren by email.
And all of the others classmates do not know this.
I did this during the free time.
Haven't complete yet.
But already look nice.
lol.

2009-04-22T23:57:00.000-07:00

Oh i watched 17 again with my sis yesterday.
It was really great!!!
I love zac efron so much.
He's so hot XDDD
Especially where the part he is half naked. :X lol!!!

School has been good so far.
Except 3d where i feel really stressed.
Have to make game trailer and we have soren again.
But the shocking thing is there is only 12 students for this class.
I especially love Japanese class.
Finally got a japanese tutor.
She's really interesting and funny.
Although the class is very small, 6 people only.
But... I like it very much because the teacher get to focus on individual students more.
I swear I will master Japanese.
Ganbatte ne!!! XDD

And before I end, i must say that drivers these days are very reckless.
I was crossing the road today and i am sure it was green light then.
And there was this lorry driver who still drove pass when there were people crossing the road.
Luckily i stopped immediately or else i will be in the hospital now.
So irresponsible.
I saw that the driver was half sleeping when he speed pass me.
This is really terrible!!! And scary...

2009-04-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

Screenshot of facebook's pet society!!!

My living room

My kitchen =)

Can't show you all my bathroom and bed room yet.
Under renovation. But will how you all soon.
Meanwhile, just let you all see a part of my bedroom first XDD

My pet light sleeping!!!
So cute. :D

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Just received ms pat's mail.
Japanese class on thurs 8am.
Aww... Thurs is supposed to be my off day.
Now i have to go school everyday. :(
But luckily, the timetable for this semester is more relaxed.
Most of my classes are in the afternoon but i don't go home late.
But i guess the stress will be much more than the previous semesters.
And monday is school reopening.
Have to submit my minor project.
Aww,.. that sucks.
My works are destroyed by the printing people.
They cut off some part of it accidentally and refused to redo it for me.
I spent 60 plus dollars on them.
GRrr..

2009-04-07T01:53:00.000-07:00

Saturday went out with cw and watched ''race to the witch mountain''
Wow. This is great!
A lot of actions which I didn't expect at all.
Interesting story and funny in some way.
Initially I thought it's just some boring sci fic movie.
But it turns out to be much than that.
Disney has once again did themselves proud again.

Sunday woke up at 5 am in the morning and went malaysia to my grandparents' graves.
It's been years since i visited their graves.
And we are drenched from head to toe by the sudden rain!!!
But I have fun painting their graves with new paints.
LOL xDD
I spent my whole day in my Johor house reading all my cousin's old iweekly magazines.
It's so boring there.
Big house but nothing to keep me busy and interested at all.
I feel like i wasted my whole day there...

Monday, i arranged all my minor project stuffs.
I just have to wait for my mum to be free to drive me to print.
lol. I am just too lazy to walk...

Of course, i am still gaming.
Maplestory reaching lvl 54 now.
Damn it...
So hard to train...
Takeshi Kaneshiro portrait on the way to completion. :D
OMG. He's so handsome!!! *saliva drooling* 0_O

2009-04-01T21:22:00.000-07:00

Something terrible happens yesterday.
Some stupid loansharks splashed green paint on our door!!!
And the fact is we are not the one who owned them money$$$ >_<
It's our neighbor and this is not their first time.
The last time they got red paint splashed on their door.
My dad was so angry that he called the police.
Our neighbor keep telling us it's not them.
That's ridiculous!!!
Their door number was written BIG on the wall.
And still they can still say it's not them.
I wonder how they can live in this way.
All of their family members don't work at all.
They even borrow money from us and don't return it.
And there one Malay guy told us he saw everything.
He said that those ' A long' accidentally splashed the paints on our door.
=_='' =_='' =_='' .....
DOTZ...
T_T

Forget about it.
Today i am in a good mood.
I got all my minor project stuffs ready
Will print them soon.
My mum told me to go malaysia print because it's cheaper.
Well, it depends on the quality. :D
Hope everything will come out fine.
My sis went to camp le. T_T
I want watch''boy over flower'' last episode.
Have to wait for her to come back :(
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW....

2009-03-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

I am addicted to Twilight, Eclipse now.
Yes i know i am slow.
I have been busy earlier on and couldn't find time to read
I don't really like the 2nd book, New moon actually.
It's touching but boring to some extent
Eclipse is fun and much more interesting.
I love the characters here.
They are so cute~ xD
I am watching 'boys on flower' korean version now.
Episode 21!!!
It's going to come to an end soon.
That's sad. I will miss all those handsome charming cute guys.
And not only that. They are rich too!!! lol.
They should be called Mr prefects XDD
Anyway, i have almost finish all the drawings
Now comes the designs and then printing and i am done.
I wonder what's ms hoe peng peng doing
She still haven't send us the supervisor lists for portfolio...

2009-03-24T22:01:00.000-07:00

Aww. 2 more portraits to complete.
I'm going crazy!!!!
Yet, i couldn't resist the temptation to do online gaming. T_T
The weather is so HOT!!!
I feel like burning!!! >_<
I feel so bored at home doing the same thing over and over again.
Life sucks!

2009-03-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

Today is a really fun and interesting day for me.
I had went out to orchard to meet up with my penpal from Holland!
He was a really great guy.
But a very tall and strong one. :D
I think he's about 185cm tall and he looked very fit and strong like a bull.
XD
Here's a picture of him anyway. :D

Well, I must say he have beautiful eyes.
Blue in color and very deep.
This is the first time i have been so close to a westerner.
And he have very high nose:)
But we must look really weird while walking down the street of orchard.
I am so short and small beside him!!!
And I speak very poor english.
I really tried my best to speak well, but i just can't.
Well, it's just not a language for me. XD
Oh anyway, he's a flight attendant of a dutch airlines.
That's cool isn't it.
We chatted a lot, about many many things.
He have a very nice voice. =D
He told me about his country and the places he had went to.
It is very fun.
I wish i haven't made him feel bored.
:3
Anyway, we met up in front of mandarin hotel in orchard.
That's the only place he know.
Then we went to starbucks and have coffee.
He is a gentleman.
He ordered my coffee for me and even paid for it.
We stayed there for hours, chatting.
He opened and held the door for me whenever we walk out of a shopping center.
And we went to plaza singapura too for dinner.
I feel so paiseh.
I don't even know my own country well.
I can't even tell where there are good foods or how to go to plaza singapura.
I forgot about it.
So we took a cab there.
And we got this very funny and interesting taxi driver. XD
Keep talking and he thought i am his girlfriend!
lol. That was really embarrassingXD
We shopped around there and had our dinner.
He really love the food he ordered.
That was great. :D
And he took a train back to his hotel after that.
But before he leaves, he shake my hand again and thanked me for eveything.
That's so sweet!
He will be leaving in a few days.
I really hope he gets to visit again.
I have fun and learn a lot of things.
But still, i feel quite bad because of my poor english. Sigh~
Have to improve on it. :D
But i will really miss him.
Hope that he visit again:D
This is a really long blog. OMG!
But I am just feeling so excited and happy now.

Anyway, hope everyone have a nice day too. XDD

Oh. I just found out that the result are out.
I was so worried and nervous.
BUT... I passed all of the modules!!!
I passed 3D!!!
Although i just passed, i was still very happy.
I didn't fail.
Thanks god!!!
I am so thankful of everything.
:3

But there is a minor drop in my overall GPA.
That's sad.:(
But that doesn't matter.
I just want to pass of my modules.
Now i can sleep well every night again.
Thank you for all of your encouragements friends.
I hope all of you are fine too.
I really miss all of you. :D

2009-03-11T20:14:00.000-07:00

Everyone is busy, i know...
Because... I am busy too...
I am addicted to both gaming and doing boring singaporeans portraits
Especially when the reference photos are of SUPER low quality.
No eyes, no nose, no mouth...
AWWW....
Now on my way to 6th.
Yusof Ishak. Hehes:D
Good luck to everyone and to myself. XD

2009-03-09T03:22:00.000-07:00

Recently i got addicted to maple story again
My sister's fault...
Maybe part of me could not bear to throw all my money into waste too
14M... Wow. That's a huge sum of money for such a low level character like me.
I guess i will play it for a while before I quit it for a long time again.
And also, i finally got warcraft installed on my laptop
Whee... Back in gaming again.
But have to manage my time.
I got minor project to complete.
I am on my way on doing my 5th portrait.
Got the calendar design work out.
So wish me luck.
:D

2009-03-03T00:03:00.000-08:00

Another one.
This one is done previously in drawing class.
I love this one.
He's cool.
XDD

I got the feedbacks for minor project from Ms hoe peng peng
My 1st and 2nd proposal are rejected because she thinks it's too big to work on
Grr...
I don't really like my 3rd idea.
But no choice i have to do it.
It's a calendar and biography book.
As for the details, i can't say because ms hoe says it's a good idea.
Maybe i can sell it for money too. LOL
Just kidding. X0

It's raining almost everyday nowdays.
So be careful everyone
Don't slip and fall.
Have a nice day and week.
Enjoy what you are doing :D

2009-03-02T09:38:00.001-08:00

This is something i did when i feel bored.
spent me quite some time
It's always not easy to create your own character.
Done in sketchbook :D

Now minor project have begins
I am going crazy!!!
Good luck to all of you.
Work hard and all the best! XD

2009-02-26T08:10:00.000-08:00

I had my sp4 presentation today.
And I was so fret up with the teachers.
Basically, i will just say that their comments are not very constructive.
And they commented nothing about the project
Instead they focused on very small things.
They said that cd cover need to have all our names on it
But we didn't have that last studio project
And that soren say he did put in the brief
But the brief only say your name which mean our GROUP name to us
I hate him!
I feel like i am throwing all my money into the sea
The teachers just sit in their office and shake their legs
Soren didn't even give us any comments when we sent him our progress.
And the computer there can't play out demo reel
He keeps saying that only our group is like that.
That's ridiculous.
It was he who went to change the computer's setting and make it collapse.
And he is blaming us?
I feel like my 2 week plus work is a waste
I don't know what i am doing
Oh, this studio project is very short too
It's only 2 weeks plus instead of 3 weeks!!!
What did you expect?
Stupid teachers!

I went to watch benjamin button
Well, it's a quite not bad show
It's 3 hours plus
And quite touching but rather sad
But i met some very annoying people in the cinema.
The worst of all i have met so far.
There's this guy who sat with his girlfriend at the seats behind me.
He's kept coughing and sneezing with covering his mouth
And I could feel his saliva on me.
Yucks!
And worst, he cannot sit still.
He kept kicking on my seat.
There were a lot of times when i turned back and looked at him.
But he did not realised it at all.
So rude!
And he laughed and talked so loudly when no people is laughing.
His girlfriend handphone rang and she began speaking on it in the cinema.
This is ridiculous!!!

And i am in love with this show recently
Woah~ this is damn nice.
Much more nicer than the taiwan version
But the japanese version is nice too.
I am addicted to it. :D

2009-02-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

Long time didn't blog.
Not because i am dead in blogging, it's just that i am really busy.
Studio project 4 is killing me and driving me crazy!!!
GRRR...
And I belong to IAP4.

GRRR...
Last group to go on IAP.
I hate that.

....

2009-02-06T06:35:00.000-08:00

Finally done.

2009-02-05T03:29:00.000-08:00

Finally got the last 2 books of twilight saga.
My sister bought it for me from her school.

:D

2009-02-02T00:17:00.000-08:00

Progress...

I managed to finish redoing 2 of my 3d assignments.
If I fail again, then i will bang my head on the wall.

Well, I seriously have no idea how to do the animation for a character head.
I tried to search for tutorials, but none of them came out useful at all.
I really need money .
I have been searching through the internet for jobs, but didn't managed to find any.
Sigh~
I WANT MONEY!!! $$$$$$$

2009-01-30T23:16:00.000-08:00

An illustrative piece I am currently working at.
This is the line art.
I planned to get it colored and also do the pencil art.
I am currently working on another portrait too.
Sigh~ No time to do the pencil art for this...
I am planned for a personal project for myself too.
To recolor all my previous monster designsXD
That's a lot to do.
0_0

2009-01-30T01:24:00.000-08:00

These few days I have been stuck to the computer, redoing 3d assignments
I am glad that most of the modules has ended except for 3D!!!
I just had my codpit presentation yesterday
Well, I will say everything is going well.
But I am really worried that we might be chosen for battle of concept.
I certainly will not want them.
Imagine having to face people from the industry.
I will tremble and stutter until death.
So let's pray that we will not be so lucky.

Drawing assignment 2
Whoo. I am really proud of myself.
A2 size and trust me, I have a tough time shading this/

Codpit monster concept art

And this one is for self practicing.
Why naruto?
Haha. Because I am lazy to draw and this is one of my old sketches.
And also, I love naruto. :D

2009-01-19T03:04:00.001-08:00

Yays!!!
Finally it is done.
Whoo!!! 1 week of work.
:D

2009-01-18T01:25:00.000-08:00

Hair half way done.
Yet, I feel like I am going crazy soon.
There's so much details that are to be done on the hair!!!
Omg...
X_x

2009-01-16T20:50:00.000-08:00

Yes!!! I finally got this book.
Haha. Still left with the last 2.

I am in love with this song.
Touch my heart and make me cry.
Soothing yet full of tears...

Cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

2009-01-14T21:37:00.000-08:00

So... let see...
Hmm... I am left with only his hair.
And I am done and off to find some background for him.
OO... I am very excited now!!!

One of my monster for codpit
She's chio, isn't she?
XD

Okay, I have been on the computer for the whole day.
It's like crazy to paint all the concept art and creating new one at the same time.
I think I will need thicker glasses soon.
=_=''

2009-01-13T03:10:00.000-08:00

You know what?
ONLY 4 PEOPLE PASSED RENTX ASSIGNMENT 5 IN OUR CLASS!!!
THATS RIDICULOUS!
And OF COURSE, I failed.
What the hell are the teachers thinking about?
Does it look nice on them to fail so many students?
Does it show that they have High STANDARD failing so many people?
They even joke that if we don't do well for last 2 assignments, we will see them again.
But have you ever think about who's fault is it?
I haven't blame them for wasting my time and money.
And I am failing almost all assignments for real time 3D also.
I really don't see a point here if I am to retake.
Because it make no use at all.
I will just fail again with ms lum and mr soren, who I think are the most lousy teachers in NYP.
It was horrible!!!
I will argue and I don't care who I will offend.
I want to graduate, even with a F on 3d, I don't care.
And people are putting all the codpit work on me and HH,
Why should we be the one doing most of the works and having our marks shared equally?
That's not fair.
But is there anyone that we can complain to?
Teachers always feel they are always right.
And they help each other.
There's no point wasting my saliva talking to the teachers.
They don't understand.
...
...
...

2009-01-12T05:28:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE HELL!!!
The whole twilight series is actually out of stocks in all popular outlets!!!
I WANT READ TWILIGHT!!!
This is another series that had attracted me so much after harry potter.
I am very addicted to the first book now.
And you are telling me now that there's no stocks for other episodes!!!
I don't care!!!
I WANT the whole twilight series!!!
I am in love with edwards.
Of course jealous about Bella.
No lah. Just kidding XD
They are very cute and funny.
Unlike in the movie where they changed almost everything.
The story, the feel, the characters...
Are there anyone willing to sell me???

Anyway, since I can't find any of other twilight series, i bought Ink heart instead.

Dang dang dang dang...

I am not sure whether this is good or not.
But I think it wouldn't be too bad anyway.
First book of the trilogy.
Last book in popular.
Out of stocks again.
They actually got the one which have 3 in 1.
But I tell you it's damn expensive lor
I can't bear to spent so much at one go.
Luckily I usually don't spent much money
If not I can't afford to buy books for myself.
And I will really cry you know. sobs...

Today quite a lot of things happen.
But what makes me most angry is our project group again.
They just left and throw the whole assignment to me and hong hui
Why is it that both of us are doing the most work in the project?
I don't mean to offend anyone, but it is very obvious.
It's not that we are working well together or what.
It's just that both of us are keeping our mouth shut and did all the works
And it's irritating to hear vic aways complaining that she is doing most of the works
Is it really so?
Who do they think finish most of the project here?
Without both of us,I bet they wouldn't have done much.
So angry!!!
GRR...

2009-01-11T01:28:00.000-08:00

Oh god, yesterday I actually slept at 3am,
That's terrible.
My eye bags will be back again
I am not really that type of person who actually cares much about my looks
Those who know me should know
But... I HATE eye bags
And I have one under my eye there now. GRR...
I used to sleep very late for the previous semesters.
But now, I have decided not to let myself suffer
So I normally sleep at 1am now days.
Sometimes even earlier!
Sleep is good.
So ladies, sleep early
I guarantee you will have a beautiful skin after a while
Don't waste money on those skin cream or lotion.
I have seen a change in my skin,
This is 100% proven!!!
:D

Progress. Whoo!!!
I am excited to see the end result soon.
Not bad so far.
But his hair is going to kill me.
x_X

2009-01-10T10:05:00.000-08:00

There are things which I wanted badly
Yet, they never came
Life is never what you expect
But never give up and try your best
Be yourself and never regret
This is what life should be
Challenges, failures and success
They makes us strong and tough

An never ending dream
It never dies until the day you are dead...

Yays. Finally I have my identity photo.
LOL.
Actually it depends on my mood.
Took this photo because i feel really bored. XD
And so, it's a pity not to use it. :D

2009-01-09T23:57:00.000-08:00

Current painting i am working at.
4 hours spent i think.
I wanted to paint.
I am addicted to it.
But the stupid 3d is taking up my time.
I am a lot of drawing planned to do.
I promised to draw for people.
Sorry it's a bit scary.
Head and neck. LOl...
Will finish soon. :D

2009-01-08T05:05:00.000-08:00

Finally done.
Background doesn't belong to me.
Total 8 hours spent
Seems like painting isn't as hard as I think.
But it can be improved.

2009-01-06T03:53:00.003-08:00

:(

I failed both assignments for real time 3d animation...
In fact half of our class failed...
We were asked to redo them
But I think I will fail again even I redo it.
I hate 3D!
Anybody here knows someone who is good in 3D?
I will be very willing to pay someone to do it for me.
I can't stand this stupid thing anymore.
Ms lum and mr soren sucks.
They said that they don't care even so many people failed
Who do they think they are?
And now we are taught rigging.
I simply don't understand a single thing they had taught.
I wish I know someone who is good at 3D, so I can pay him and do it for me.
3D SUCKS!!!

2009-01-02T21:51:00.002-08:00

My Wish for You in 2009
May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words . . . May 2009 be the best year of your life!!!

Whee!!! I watched twilight yesterday and even bought it's first book.
Read a few pages and I love it!!!
I am totally addicted to it now!
I love edwards cullen and isabella swan!!!
I don't really believe in supernatural things myself.
But I believe deeply that there are vampires in this world.
My fascination for them are strong and never dies.
And I really hope that one day I will got to see them.

If you have forever to live, what do you live for?

For some reasons, I don't feel anymore stress about school for now.
I don't know why.
Probably it's just that I have begin to put everything down.
Failing isn't the worst part.
Most importantly is that you have tried your best.
I will not work like hell anymore.
Torture myself with stress and deprive myself from sleep.
My parents said that it doesn't matter if I failed.
As long as I had put in my efforts, they doesn't matter.
I had decided not to be in the games track after I graduated.
I just want to hold a pencil in my hand.
To draw and shade and to continue my passion for art.
To me, art and design are two different thing,
Art is to express emotions and design is a fashion
Art never dies but designs have to change season by season.
That's not I wanted.

I will strive to get what I want.
Never regret, never look back
Whatever it will takes, I will give
My dreams has to be fulfill
My life should not gone to a waste
My passion never dies...

Always, I sat quietly in a corner, wondering what exactly is love?
I don't understand
Is there ever long lasting love in this world?
Often, such thing only happens in movies and stories.
I don't trust and never believe.
I am a person full of emotions.
I see things different than many others.
I have thoughts which I don't even understand.
What is love?
What is like?
What is hate?
What is dislike?

What is the meaning of L-O-V-E?
Is there true love?
It's a question that forever without an answer.
No one reply yet people often ask
People cried and feel pain because of love
They say love is painful
Is it really so?

2008-12-30T00:04:00.000-08:00

Woah~ Twilight!!!
Didn't managed to watch this movie.
But yes, I love vampires!
They are my favorite.
kind of drew this very quickly
Done in 5 hours because of rough shading and small size
6cm X 7.5cm
:D

2008-12-29T01:40:00.000-08:00

Just to practice on my digital painting.
I know it looks terrible.
But still, I am proud of it.
I really hope I could improve.

2008-12-24T02:24:00.003-08:00

HO HO HO
Merry Christmas to all of you!!!

We wish you a merry christmas
We wish you a merry christmas
We wish you a merry christmas
And a happy NEW year!!!

XDXDXD

But the sad thing is we don't celebrate christmas in our family because it's ah mohs thing.

:( :( :(

...

:S :S :S

I WANT CHRISTMAS PRESENTS AND CELEBRATION
because my ah mohs friends are making me jealous of them...
ARGH!!! CHRISTMAS!!! SANTA CLAUS!!! REINDEER!!! PRESENTS!!!

And I am shut up in my house doing 3D somemore!!!
I HATE IT. HATE IT. CURSE THE TEACHERS!!!
:X :X :X :X

And a lot of house clean up to do because new year is coming!!!
My new sofa set is coming on 31 dec.
SHIT!!!
Got school on that day.
And my irritating cousin is here again with us.
Spoilt my nice mood again...
Everyday hide in my room and play our gameboy without asking permission.
So fret up...
Better don't say anymore.
Girl with Bad mood on the christmas eve.

Let's talk about new year resolution then.

Of course, - more money to spend.
- Go holidays
- Be on overseas attachments, but must be free of charge.
- Be more famous on DA OOPs!!! More ah mohs friends!!! XD
- Be thinner XD
- Caring, mature BF :0
- Driving license
I will be drive my dad' car!!!

2008-12-21T05:30:00.000-08:00

More photos.
Taken in hotel. XD

Did I ever mention before that I love wine and beer?
I almost drink everyday.
It is not an exception when I was in genting too.

Chocolates!!!
Delicious chocolates from genting.
It's really great and very very cheap
We should have bought more.

Photos of us driving GO KART!!!
My sis said that the photos are ugly so we didn't scanned in.
They took it without us realising.
I look retarded...

2008-12-17T00:29:00.000-08:00

I am back from Genting.
Not as fun as expected, but it's not bad too.
It is not as cold as before.
A little disappointing for someone who likes cold weather like me.

We drove there.
Went to malaysia on 12th and slept at my house there.
Wake up at 5am, get ready and waited for my cousin to arrive.
set off at 7am and arrived at KL at about 11 plus.
My dad was driving at about 140km/h.
Very exciting and I love the feeling of speeding.
But this was not his fastest afterall.
His record is 160km/h.
That was a speed that you will never get to drive in singapore.

KL. Very different from singapore but similar in some way.

Me and my sis in the car with our bear. :D

We arrived in Genting about 12 plus and went to book our hotel at the first world hotel.
Waited for an hour to get our room.
A lot of tourists and it's quite warm indoor.

Me looking retarded in the hotel. XD

Genting themepark. Huge and more fun than singapore

We didn't get to go to the themepark for the 1st day.
My dad said it's a waste of money to buy a whole day ticket.
And so we decided to visit the 2nd day.
So we just roamed around indoor and looked around.
Genting had changed a lot.
And things are getting real expensive.
We had our dinner and went back to hotel for partying.
But that did not last long coz we are all very tired.
Fell asleep not long after.

Indoor haunted house.
Went before last time.
Not fun at all.
Not scary and very disappointing.

Day 2 was very cold.
About 14 degree I guess.
But still not as cold as before because I still dare to bathe.
Went to the themepark after my dad went for the hotel free breakfast.

The most scary roller coaster ride I had.
First time riding this and I was screaming like hell!
My heart is popping out.
But I managed to finish to play most of them in the themepark.
Didn't get to sit on a few of them because it was raining now and then.
And I played GO KART! too.
It was very very fun.
I was speeding and overtaking cars.
I really love it.
I want go play singapore GO KART someday.
Will upload photo later on.

We just managed to play the bumper cars for the indoor themepark only.
A lot of people and we are just too tired for that.
I was so retarded while driving the bumper car.
I was stuck in a corner and no matter how I tried, I just can't get out.
People were looking and laughing.
So stupid.
And then, we went back to hotel after we had our dinner.
The food were terrible.
I felt like vomiting and I didn't eat much.
I drank a bit of beer and wine in the hotel and fell asleep.
My dad was snoring beside my ears.
So noisy and I just can't sleep well.

Went to Mushroom farm to eat. Terrible food again.

Our car. Last photo at Genting before saying goodbye to this place.
2 years later I will be back again. :)

Stopped at the foot of the mountain to buy snacks.

Black dog with white feet.
So cute. :D

We decided to not to go KL after that.
We were worried that we might get lost there due to the heavy traffic.
But planned to go to Desaru fruit plantation the next day.
So we went to "Fu Rong'' to have seafood.
The crabs were not bad.
And quite worth it.

We set off to Desaru fruit plantation the next morning.
This time, together with my other aunt and her family.
Total population 19 people.

Then we headed to Desaru beach resort.

My sis climbing a tree...

Weird, funny looking tree

After that, my aunt brought us for another seafood feast again.
It was in a kampong village located on the other coast of sembawang ship port.
A place near to nature.
Simple yet relaxing.
Although it stinks and it's very dirty, but it is stress less.

White dog with black head.
I wonder why they always have such funny strange looking dog

The food there was not very good.
Not fresh.
The best were the noodles.
We went for shopping at Tesco and Jusco after finishing our meal.
Tesco was okay.
Nice clothes.
But Jusco was filled with branded stuffs.
Not very expensive.
But not something I like.

And so with this, we ended our 4 day trip to malaysia.
Fun but exhausted.
Will upload more photos later. :D